Motivation searching

Great expectations bring great disappointments. That's a fact. Probably I'm weary of taking a part in interwievs. Maybe should I have a let-up? Maybe sould I improve my English? Maybe should I finally lose weight? The thiner I am, the more self-confident I am. To much qestions without answers, to much nerves. I got lost my motivation. Did anyone find it? I would be grateful...

Weekend!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I had an idea to a creative entry, but...I forgot what interesting I wanted to write here ;-) It means, that it's late and I should go to bed. Perhaps, it's just half eleven, and I need to get up tomorrow early, actually how every day. But tomorrow, fortunatelly, the week is ending, and the weekend is about to begin! Besides, I'll have vacation next week, therefore I am enjoying double :D Amittedely I haven't plans for these days (outside of nezt Wednesday), but I'm lucky, because I won't see them all. Hight time to change job. What a shame all my interviews ended in a debacle!

And what about your free-time?

It’s the easiest question during an invitation, but I have the whole time problems with it…Which answer would satisfy my conversationalists? Really I hate this question. Maybe it arises I don’t have last time free time. After work I’m usually pissed, tired and bushed. I don’t have get-up-and-go. Where did lose my power, determination and motivation? When should I find time for my hobbies? At the moment I listen to music, but I’m fully aware, that there is so many new bands, singers, songs and sounds, which I must absolutely  familiarize….

 Of course I saw the people which I didn’t want to meet. The city is becoming increasingly small. Sometimes I get hold of an impression, that I live in the countryside and no in one of the most cities in my country…

His eyes…are too pretty, his smile. Fell in love? No, she only perceives more than yesterday. 

Hi!

I heard once that everything sounds better in English. Maybe, but unfortunately I cannot speak well this language. Of course, I learn English, because I know how important this foreign language is, but straight…I prefer to learn  another languages, f.e. German or Russian.

I hope, that my English will be improved trough this blog. Therefore I should write here (fast) every day ;D. It’s a really challenge. But I like face challenges. I have here a lot of experience.

So, maybe I am introducing myself now. My name is…rare. I come from the country in the Central Europe, from which the former pope and Chopin came too. And in which it is sometimes shining, sometimes raining or snowing. I am a tall woman with blue eyes and blonde hair. Last year I have graduated from …

I am looking. For impressions, new music and interesting people. I am afraid of routine and senility.

See you tomorrow.